omni
02-03-2006, 07:24 AM
To all concerned,
I want to formally apologize, it seems that I have been bashing eurowerks and its founders/members here and there over the past couple months on various forums. I have realized that really it was just un-needed, childish and overall inappropriate. I guess with all the drama lately (volksport, vwvortex, mnsc, eurowerks, etc) I have realized a lot of things, like how all the drama has truly ruined \'the scene\' for me personally. There is no more sense of \"community\" within any of the clubs anymore; everyone is too busy hating one another, other clubs or even other local shops. I have realized that all the people I \"hate\", so to speak (i.e.: Darren, Kris and others), that really I thought to myself \"Why am I still holding a grudge? Why am I still harboring all this hate?” I thought to myself today; \"Why am I making negative comments about eurowerks and about certain people?\" when I said I was bashing earlier I want to make it clearer that I was expressing my own personal grudge and my angst... I mean, all of the shit that I did and that everyone else did is in the past and now it just seems like everyone is still holding on to those personal grudges both as individuals and as clubs, for what?. Where is any of it getting any of us? All of those grudges are getting all of us no where... Quite honestly, I don\'t want to hold any more grudges against any person or any club as it’s just too draining to keep perpetuating the hate. I just want to be a car enthusiast you enjoys talking or hanging out with other enthusiasts, nothing more. I would like to apologize to Kris, Darren, eurowerks and anyone else that I have gotten on the wrong side of. I will say there are reasons for my actions in the past, some of those actions I do regret, but I cannot change what I did and furthermore they don\'t need to be discussed right now as that\'s not why I am writing this. I would like to think someone isn\'t judged by their mistakes but by what they do to correct those mistakes. We all fuck up at one time or another, but it takes a lot to stand up and say \"Yes, I was wrong. I fucked up and for that I sincerely apologize\". I do hope that my apology is taken genuinely as I truly want to apologize and ask for all those people with hate, grief and grudges against me personally, to let it ago, to forgive and to start with a clean slate. Please accept my apology. If there are people who do not wish to accept my apology I would really like those people to come to me personally so they can express how they feel I have wronged them and tell me what I can do to correct the situation and make amends. I have let go of all my grudges, my hate, my grief, my angst and I have forgiven everyone and I assure you I will do the best from here on out to never again bash eurowerks, Kris, Darren or anyone else who I feel has wronged me in the past, its now all in the past and that is where I wish to leave it. I have let go of the past and you all have a clean slate with me, all I ask if for the same from you. Thank you and have a good day.
Signed,
Josh \"Omni\"
Josh<at>leveleight.org
I want to formally apologize, it seems that I have been bashing eurowerks and its founders/members here and there over the past couple months on various forums. I have realized that really it was just un-needed, childish and overall inappropriate. I guess with all the drama lately (volksport, vwvortex, mnsc, eurowerks, etc) I have realized a lot of things, like how all the drama has truly ruined \'the scene\' for me personally. There is no more sense of \"community\" within any of the clubs anymore; everyone is too busy hating one another, other clubs or even other local shops. I have realized that all the people I \"hate\", so to speak (i.e.: Darren, Kris and others), that really I thought to myself \"Why am I still holding a grudge? Why am I still harboring all this hate?” I thought to myself today; \"Why am I making negative comments about eurowerks and about certain people?\" when I said I was bashing earlier I want to make it clearer that I was expressing my own personal grudge and my angst... I mean, all of the shit that I did and that everyone else did is in the past and now it just seems like everyone is still holding on to those personal grudges both as individuals and as clubs, for what?. Where is any of it getting any of us? All of those grudges are getting all of us no where... Quite honestly, I don\'t want to hold any more grudges against any person or any club as it’s just too draining to keep perpetuating the hate. I just want to be a car enthusiast you enjoys talking or hanging out with other enthusiasts, nothing more. I would like to apologize to Kris, Darren, eurowerks and anyone else that I have gotten on the wrong side of. I will say there are reasons for my actions in the past, some of those actions I do regret, but I cannot change what I did and furthermore they don\'t need to be discussed right now as that\'s not why I am writing this. I would like to think someone isn\'t judged by their mistakes but by what they do to correct those mistakes. We all fuck up at one time or another, but it takes a lot to stand up and say \"Yes, I was wrong. I fucked up and for that I sincerely apologize\". I do hope that my apology is taken genuinely as I truly want to apologize and ask for all those people with hate, grief and grudges against me personally, to let it ago, to forgive and to start with a clean slate. Please accept my apology. If there are people who do not wish to accept my apology I would really like those people to come to me personally so they can express how they feel I have wronged them and tell me what I can do to correct the situation and make amends. I have let go of all my grudges, my hate, my grief, my angst and I have forgiven everyone and I assure you I will do the best from here on out to never again bash eurowerks, Kris, Darren or anyone else who I feel has wronged me in the past, its now all in the past and that is where I wish to leave it. I have let go of the past and you all have a clean slate with me, all I ask if for the same from you. Thank you and have a good day.
Signed,
Josh \"Omni\"
Josh<at>leveleight.org